Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Bliss

A and I had sex last night.

Well. Almost.

If we had rubber(s) handy, we would've. My libido was in rage that's for sure.

And now I feel like shit. It's only been a few days since I broke up with C and now I'm going out with another guy.

Last night was supposed to be DVD marathon which clearly didn't happen because we were busy with "other" things. My lips are sore as I'm writing this.

A and I got acquainted several weeks ago through Flickr, the same place where I met C. I was admiring his travel photos and inquired of his expenses in one of his trips. That's how it all started. Emotional bliss at its finest.

This scenario looks familiar. Is it a cycle happening from R to C and now from C to A? (Do the math.)

I had the right reasons for leaving C.

But why doesn't last night feel right?

I hate the fact that this blog revolves around my effing love life. Being gay doesn't have to be this boy crazy.

1 comments:

empress maruja said...

Sabi ko na nga ba Tenchu nagbago ka ng address.

Anyway, natural lang na magkaroon tayo ng withdrawal. Kung ako nga, 10 years na akong inlababo with the same guy na bihira ko nang makita.

(I know I posted na "hindi ko na siya mahal", kiber...malapit na ang 10th anniv namin as friends, wish ko lang maalala niya.)

Lessons learned:

* Kapag sinabing "DVD Marathon", walang DVDng magaganap.

* At ang Pag-Ibig Fund ay pinaikling "Pagtutulungan para sa Kinabukasan: Ikaw, Banko, Industriya, Gobyerno"