Measure up

Most of the time, I can't help but compare myself with my peers/colleague. It's like I need to be at par, of far better than them to feel good about myself. And it sucks big time, knowing that things shouldn't be that way.

I have 11 months to think about my game plan. I've 3 choices for now as to what to focus on.

1. Go to Singapore and find a job.
2. Go to school.
3. Get myself a DSLR cam and be on my way to fulfilling the photographer in me.

I'm 23 as of this writing. I'll be 24 a couple of weeks from now. People say I'm still young but I feel like I need to pressure myself to be "better" than this. That I need to measure up or exceed what my parents have achieved. I want to be able to sustain the lifestyle my parents gave me before I declared my independence.

Dad would always tell me that he never dreamed of owning a Jaguar. He just did his best in everything. And I think that's one of the best pieces of advice I received.

Hay.

Have a great Monday everyone.